she used to call me late at night, didn’t take long to see that we were A-Alikes, on the same page but couldn’t get it right
told the boy i was leaving, this is how it went:
me: tomorrow I’m leaving. I won’t be back anymore. ok
the boy: you leaving to your house
the boy: then you coming back here
me: no i’m not gonna be here anymore buddy
the boy: but you love my mama
me: *instant tears*i know, but i won’t be here anymore
the boy: (repeats 3 more times) you love mama, druw
the boy will be 4yrs old monday. He will be in my heart forever.
When Nas – The World leaked I loved the production by Kanye. The lyrics meant nothin till The Boy was brought in my life. then at least a part of them were ever relevant.
a new life soon begins, like I told you “when I’m in, I’m in”….baby girl had a son he was 3, yeah i took him in now she call him little me, i even look like him, naw i mean he look like me, a couple shades darker. . ..
not on a jet plane. but i’m gone. the pain, it runs deep.
Kinda tired. Haven’t slept much lately (what’s new right?). Woke up this morning with the feeling it was gonna me a mentally taxing day. It was. Can’t help but beat myself up. Weighs on my mind every minute of everyday. Longing. Hoping. Wishing. But worst of all is knowing. And the escape I once had. Only reminds me even more. add to fact that I’m having major sinus problems and migranes from sinus pressure. When it rains, it pours. But i know The sun will shine. Just takes time. So I’ll continue the beautiful struggle to find peace. Once found, now lost; the actions were mine, thus my heart must pay the cost.
I’m not a big supporter of Dom but the homie’s ppls is featured on here. Track 2 i believe.