My head keeps spinnin, I can’t stop having these visions, I got to get with it

Lost and confused. Will I find myself again? Right now, I just don’t know. Positivity doesn’t come easy. Change doesn’t happen over night. But life just keeps going. What’s worse is it’s all my fault. No reversing. No redeeming. Back to where I came from. Not where I want to be. Not where I belong.

Home is where your heart. My heart’s with you. But your heart is no longer with mine. I still hold out hope that one day you’ll be back. If not, I only have myself to blame.