still HERE

i keep trying

is it me? is it you?

can we make a comeback? or am I destined to be DOOMed again?

just a couple of months ago it was a dream. we talked. we loved. we laughed . we shared.

I’m all in.

i think it’s all in your head. no matter how much i try to help. i just can’t. I just have to support you as best as I can until you figure it out.

when you do, hopefully i’m still the love of your life. because you are mine. soul mate(s).

I hope you find peace of mind. I pray for you all the time.

if I one day am no longer apart of the plan? well, it doesn’t matter, so long as you achieve the freedom you seek.

I’ll be here for you, Love. forever. FOREVER.

Once again.

Usually on my auntie’s bday (today) I share a story about her. Idk if I’ll do that today. I shared something about her with my bestía yesterday. Something I never shared. And recently my uncle passed. (one not related to her). So idk. Check back later. Maybe I’ll have 2 stories for you.

**Larry, if you’re still creepin around here, stay tuned. (LOL)

PHONTE ft. CARLITTA DURAND – Gonna Be A Beautiful Night [Video]

forgot to post this. i need a new Phonte album. a new Foreign Exchange album and a new Zo & Tigallo Love The __’s album. ALL 3 NOW!!! please

Carlitta has a wonderful voice. I’m gonna listen to Little Brother – After The Party now. also, i remember meeting her at SXSW. what up Jabee!!

Janelle Monae x Big Boi x Nokia

These are my favorite shots from the show. Big Boi was great. 2nd time I’ve seen him. Janelle Monae may have put on the best show I’ve ever seen. I would pay to take bestía to see her (I would’ve asked bestía to attend had she not already informed me of a prior more important engagement). Ok so, the Big Boi shot was tough to get. I noticed the colored lights would periodically stop for just a moment and I FINALLY timed it right to capture him in only the spotlight. The Janelle shot was a bit of skill and a touch of luck. Stupid jerk video crew were always in the shot. But I am extremely happy with the result. I have 2-3 other similar ones. But for now this is the fav. The 3rd is the paper/confetti they shot off during her performance. It’s just awesome. The lighting makes it to me