I wrote this for shawty a while back. But she ain’t never gon see it so fuck it. Here you go
The dreams
Good lord the dreams
Every night I see you in a new light
Granted, it’s my mind creating fantasy
But it’s the only way I get to spend time with you
And you know I’ll take anything I can get
You have been the most consistent thing on my mind in recent weeks
Ok fine. Recent months.
Maybe even years.
secretly.
Why?
How?
what did I do to deserve this cruelty?
Now it’s out there
And despite mitigating circumstances you engage me
The best part of my day is a response from you
I can’t lie. It’s not enough
I want more
As much as I can have
I’m selfish like that
I make no excuses about it
Though, I am waiting patiently
But patience can only run so long
Before it turns to demand
I will demand your touch
Your kiss
Your flesh
You
I demand you
All of you