On Monday I went to the live taping of Dancing With The Stars with La Madre De Bestía. Great time. She’s a lot of fun. Very vulgar too. I like it lol. Of course we ended on up talking about bestía. It was brief. But her catchphrase for me “Everything for love”. I do it all with pure intentions from my heart. I’ve questioned myself. But I always end up at the same conclusion. She appreciates what I do and why I do it. It’s not always fair to me but I don’t care. If it gets stripped away again… I’ll lose it. But I don’t worry about that. I just do my best to control what I can and maybe the god(s)(ess)(es) will take of us.
Everything for LOVE.
Category: love
Don’t Stop Loving Me Now
My favorite L.T.D. song. Great song. And very relevant!
Hey there lady love
What‘s on your mind
You’ve given me a love that’s true
That I can’t deny
It’s been rough I know
Hard times and all
Your love has found a new
And now I’m losing you
I can’t live without ya
Oh, I
I’d waste away in a single dayI was made to love you
Like honey to a bee
You were made for me
Don’t stop loving me now
Don’t stop lovin’ this heart of mine
Don’t stop loving me now
Don’t, don’t stop, don’t stop your love
Don’t pull your love out on me
Don’t stop, don‘t stop your loveHey there honey bee
Can this be real?
I never thought I’d see the day
When I’d have to kneel
Won’t you change your mind?
Give love a chance
I only want to be with you
Say you feel it too
I, I can’t live without you
Oh, I,
I’d waste away in a single dayI was made to love you
Like honey to a bee
You were made for me
Don’t stop loving me now
Don’t stop lovin’ this heart of mine
Don’t stop loving me now
Don’t, don’t stop, don’t stop it
Don’t pull your love out on me
In a flash
Seems like we’ve been through it all already
We will battle again
But will you still be here when the smoke clears?
Inhibitions abound.
What happened to love without the fear?
Are the cheers just smoke & mirrors?
Are you hiding from me or yourself?
Love can’t pay the bills, but it’s a whole ‘nother level of wealth
Sickness and health? We ain’t made those vows
Yet & still, I am bound by my word to give you everything.
And give, I will. Until I have nothing.
Fall and I’ll catch you
Used to say that I’ll match you
Nay. I want to give you more than you could ever give me.
It’s not about paying back or owing you.
It’s about showing you.
Fuck the lectures
Grand gestures.
My actions will speak volumes my voice could never replicate
I pray I get the chance
Cuz it could be gone in a flash
Like that….
To love
And to be loved.
You
And by you
Spillage
I spoke with Tiffany and spilled just a little of what I feel. It’s not all the time. And WE (not me and tiff) have spoke about it. Sometimes it’s just gonna get to me. Today may not be one of those days. But today I chose to let some of it out. After the cut
How you say it
“You love so much, you love when it hurts”
still HERE
i keep trying
is it me? is it you?
can we make a comeback? or am I destined to be DOOMed again?
just a couple of months ago it was a dream. we talked. we loved. we laughed . we shared.
I’m all in.
i think it’s all in your head. no matter how much i try to help. i just can’t. I just have to support you as best as I can until you figure it out.
when you do, hopefully i’m still the love of your life. because you are mine. soul mate(s).
I hope you find peace of mind. I pray for you all the time.
if I one day am no longer apart of the plan? well, it doesn’t matter, so long as you achieve the freedom you seek.
I’ll be here for you, Love. forever. FOREVER.
❤
“With you by my side…”
**this started as a one sentence text message…
You have been on my mind since I woke up. I thought about the embrace we shared Saturday night. It led me to 2 places. The painfully obvious one is that now I miss you. Like crazy. The other being that it is one of my favorite moments. It’s one of the little moments you want to keep forever. To stay bound in the warmth. In the love. Wrap myself up in the soft blanket of comfort that you provide. The bigger, more overt gestures are every bit as meaningful but the little moments, that often aren’t even thought about, they stick with me. And mean more then you’ll ever know. when we saw Lana. In the short line to get “checked” by security outside, you did your patented “big move”. Hugged me from behind. Then as we strolled in together you made it a point to grab my hand and hold it. It was a wonderful evening from beginning to end. But those 2 little things made all the difference. You have this way of making it feel like we’re the only 2 people in world. I get lost in the majesty of your eyes and splendor that is your smile. In that floating space in time; I could die. Nothing is more perfect. The lights are on but your glow illuminates the room. Illuminates my life, my passion. We’ve yet so far to go, but every encounter we have feels like an eternity. Even before we depart I’m longing to once again be a part of your existence. Enveloped in your aura. I’ll live in my dream, just until we meet again, Love.
*halfway thru I put The xx – Open Eyes (demo) on. To create the proper atmosphere to continue writing this. I also put it on the list 😉
Just a glimpse
Another one of the moments that almost was but never came to be… Although eventually had our moment(s)
We are in another place surrounded by people. This time it is at the movie theatre. The both of us on our 2nd viewing of The Avengers. It the midst of our awe of the “3-D” viewing of the movie; I began a little dance, as I often do. I believe you said that I was cute. I didn’t quite hear you and asked for you to repeat yourself. [we talk during movies. Everyone hates it. But it’s one of my favorite things ever] Just as you did. It happened. Time literally stood still. I could see the dust suspended in the air. I caught my glimpse of you. THE GLIMPSE to end all glimpses. Even with them heavy 3D glasses. You were IT. The light against your deliciously soft skin, with the darkness swallowing everything around you; I wanted nothing more than to press my lips against yours before enduring a battle of tongues that would last an eternity. In that split second I came up with a million reasons to hold back. The one that truly stopped me was rejection. Idk that we would’ve made it this far if I went in and came out with my lips untouch. And when I saw you? I think you knew. Alas, I saved the meeting for another rendezvous. Immediately I regretted it. I’m a man of expression and risks. What’s another rejection from you gonna do? Tear my soul apart? Been there… I kept it inside though, fearing that what we were building (whatever it was) needed more time. All was not lost however. For you spoke words to me you had not uttered in just about 2 years (give or take a couple months either way). I LOVE YOU. And so ended our night (in the physical presence at least). I wasn’t truly convinced until a few weeks later when the flame was finally officially rekindled. But it was the first affirmation that I was headed in the right direction….
our song
All I have, I will give to you
And at times, when no one wants to
I will give, you me
And we’ll be
Us
All I have, I will give to you
And at times when no one wants to
I will give you me
And we’ll be
Us
And there’s no one else
That knows me
Like you do
All I’ve done, you’ve done too
The walls I
Hide behind
You walk through
You just walk through
Well I know all the words
To take you apart
You know I know you’re hurt
I want to mend your heart
You broke down
Why don’t you tell me from the start
You know I know you’re hurt
I want to mend your heart
And there’s no one else
That knows me
Like you do
What I’ve done
You’ve done too
The walls I
Hide behind
You walk through
You just walk through
** to bestia
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