Category: inside the mind of the insane

inside the mind of the insane

Thanksgiving building

Now that Nelson Waters (& toobad) got beats, we on our way. Communication man!! And it took for me to be there and facilitate it all. Niggas need to get on they game. I can’t do everything (although soon I WILL be doing everything, at least attempting to).

Let us not forget bobby upcoming project that we may have a hand in. But really I fux wit Tee on a personal level. He’s the oldest young nigga I know. I fux wit him though. His head is in the right place (mostly. Cuz we slave to the vanity). I’ll also add him to the list of ppl that have faith in me. He motivated me a bit. He sees my aim even if he pokes fun.

I haven’t spoke with the kid fresco on that level for minute. Although, Idk that I’m ready to divulge the chaotic madness that occupies my mind.

And Danni? Well. She’s Danni.

Can’t forgot whiteness. She’s rides hard for the kid. I can’t express how much I appreciate that. Not mention she invited me to spend thanksgiving with teddy and her fam.

RE:start

Gone
lost
forgotten
It’s perplexing to the mind
Reflecting on it all
What was the last straw?
With the end brings a beginning anew
After the reset button I don’t feel brand new
I feel washed up and used
A hand me down
One man’s trash is anothers treasure.
So am I more of a vintage piece that’s others are searching high & low for?
I’m right here on the shelf just waiting to be discovered.
Getting better with time
The scars? Those are just “character”
Adding to the mystic nostalgia you get when gaze at my outer shell
But take a look on the inside. I have the world to offer to you.
I want you to swim in the depths of my soul
Splash around in the wealth of my knowledge
Skinny dip in my stream of conscious
Hold your breath under my pain.
Hold my hand while we walk in the rain
Those rain drops are tear drops
I’m sharing my all
You deserve nothing less
And I deserve something more
When our lips touch I feel it in the core
Of my heart.
The moment that lasts forever
The moment we found forever
I promise to never let go. Ever.
It was over from the start.
Now it’s time to RE:START

A wish

At 11:11(pm) on 11/11/11 I made a wish. Childish yes. But it’s good to stay in touch with your inner child. I find that’s where my creativity stems. Anywho. My wish? “A wish for wings that work”. It’s very figurative. And based off of a children’s book of the same title. My favorite book as a child. I know what I mean. If you do too? Well that’s great. Catch my wave.

Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

I want to keep it.
But it’ll be like we never existed
But they kept finding each other.
There was always SOMETHING in the back of their minds they couldn’t quite figure.
I imagine that’s how it’ll be for me. Something in the back of my mind…
So I guess this is day 1. Or does tomorrow count as day 1? *shrugs* either way….

meet me in floss angeles[montauk]

Growing pains

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I sat back and took a look at myself. I have progressed quite a bit. It’s an everyday process. Constantly fending off that which can derail me. It’s interesting how it was just a snap decision every time I decided change was necessary. Will power. Strength of the mind. The body and spirit soon followed. One nagging thought during the state of reflection. This is the man I am; was this the man I always was and always supposed to be?

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