My existence is best described in the twilight that exists before the sunrise.
Category: freedom
freedom
Spillage
I spoke with Tiffany and spilled just a little of what I feel. It’s not all the time. And WE (not me and tiff) have spoke about it. Sometimes it’s just gonna get to me. Today may not be one of those days. But today I chose to let some of it out. After the cut
Best Coast – How They Want Me To Be
If you don’t know who Best Coast is, well, they’re an indie(pop) band that released an album with the best album art in the history of album art. Anyway. That’s all irrelevant lol. Cuz this came on shuffle and I decided it the song of the day (I’ll talk about the Kendrick Lamar leak later. But it’s GOOD). Yeah but go get that Best Coast – The Only Place you won’t regret it. IT’S FUCKING PRODUCED BY JON FUCKING BRION!!
“I don’t want to be how they want me to be
I want you, you, you
I want you, you, you
…
I wake up in the morning or the middle of the night
I look at you and I know it’s alright
Cause you don’t want me to be how they want me to be”
still HERE
i keep trying
is it me? is it you?
can we make a comeback? or am I destined to be DOOMed again?
just a couple of months ago it was a dream. we talked. we loved. we laughed . we shared.
I’m all in.
i think it’s all in your head. no matter how much i try to help. i just can’t. I just have to support you as best as I can until you figure it out.
when you do, hopefully i’m still the love of your life. because you are mine. soul mate(s).
I hope you find peace of mind. I pray for you all the time.
if I one day am no longer apart of the plan? well, it doesn’t matter, so long as you achieve the freedom you seek.
I’ll be here for you, Love. forever. FOREVER.
❤
Danny! – Payback
FUCKING FINALLY!!!!! I guess it just wouldn’t have been a true Danny Swain release without 28287 delays and problems. but at least it’s here.
Danny! – Payback
“With you by my side…”
**this started as a one sentence text message…
You have been on my mind since I woke up. I thought about the embrace we shared Saturday night. It led me to 2 places. The painfully obvious one is that now I miss you. Like crazy. The other being that it is one of my favorite moments. It’s one of the little moments you want to keep forever. To stay bound in the warmth. In the love. Wrap myself up in the soft blanket of comfort that you provide. The bigger, more overt gestures are every bit as meaningful but the little moments, that often aren’t even thought about, they stick with me. And mean more then you’ll ever know. when we saw Lana. In the short line to get “checked” by security outside, you did your patented “big move”. Hugged me from behind. Then as we strolled in together you made it a point to grab my hand and hold it. It was a wonderful evening from beginning to end. But those 2 little things made all the difference. You have this way of making it feel like we’re the only 2 people in world. I get lost in the majesty of your eyes and splendor that is your smile. In that floating space in time; I could die. Nothing is more perfect. The lights are on but your glow illuminates the room. Illuminates my life, my passion. We’ve yet so far to go, but every encounter we have feels like an eternity. Even before we depart I’m longing to once again be a part of your existence. Enveloped in your aura. I’ll live in my dream, just until we meet again, Love.
*halfway thru I put The xx – Open Eyes (demo) on. To create the proper atmosphere to continue writing this. I also put it on the list 😉
French Toast Pancakes
This idea came to me at like 1am while I was in and out of sleep. I awoke and said to Daniel “we should make French toast. Then dip it in pancake batter. Are you down?” and the next morning this happened:
French Toast batter included: eggs (duh), sugar, cinnamon, and vanilla extract. Pretty basic.
This would’ve been delicious enough
I added the sugar, cinnamon and vanilla to the pancake batter too. My only regret was that I should’ve bought buttermilk for it.
Coat liberally. Then onto the pan
Sausage was on sale. Bacon wasn’t. But this was DELICIOUS!!!! definitely gonna do this again. And push it even further.
Hiatus Kaiyote – Shaolin Monk Motherfunk
AFUCKINGMAZING!!!!
workout time
was super hard today. but her support means everything. i found a quarter halfway through; decided it’s now my lucky quarter.
Far Away
stay far away
as far away as distance will allow you
I’m closer to fine
and my heart now pounds again
don’t come around
don’t bring me down
there’s nothing left for you to stomp on the ground
don’t breathe this air with me
I can’t stand to inhale the same air
as a coward
opposite direction of me is where you should travel
put millions of acres of land in between us
there is nothing left of us
if one couldn’t be true
just stay away
far away like we never had closeness
like there was never fondness
pretend that our hearts never felt each others awareness
stay far away
each day is less gray
each day is going slowly
being aware enough to stay clear of you
leave me alone
because what I was told was never shown
so just stay away from me
because the light connection that we had
has now blown
*i see my Philly girl pickin up the pen again
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