*hi beast *waves*
Met: Talib. Young Guru. Elliot Wilson. Taz Arnold. DJ Drama. Freddie Gibbs (who I smoked with). Joe Chicago. Kendrick Lamar saluted me. Meka is now a KILLLER DJ. and that’s all I remember def forgetting a person or 3.
Saw perform: BJ the Chicago Kid. Coolroy. Gangsta Boo (LOL). Stalley. Meek Mill. Rick Ross. Thurz. Pac Div. SAS. Terrace Martin. Black Hippy. And others I’ve surely forgotten.
Ended the night at respect the west where I saw ALL my ppls. Skeme. Eazee. Dae One. El Prez. C-Plus. Picaso & Raven. Josh4Q. Thurz. Like from PacDiv. Sean Falyon (even though he ain’t an LAer). And again, others I don’t remember right now.
Shouts to Peas and Safia. And to Spintelect!! He got me into fader. It was good seeing my dude. Now he’s off to London to finish kweli’s tour.
Saw Danny Brown, Mr. Mutha Fuckin Exquire, Schoolboy Q, A$AP Rocky, 2Chainz, Big Sean, Kanye West, and SlaughterHouse!!!!!!!
Met Bobby Hundreds, Ben Hundreds, Skyzoo, the guy Harley from EpicMealTime. The Kid Daytona.
Thank you Peas (from 2dbz)!!! She was my partner last night!
And I had a REAL convo with my dude Thurzday.
Meka DJ’d for Kanye!!!
It’s you, it’s you, it’s all for you
Everything I do
Is she singing this to me on your behalf? I think so
“You said I was the most exotic flower
Holding me tight in our final hour
I don’t know how you convince them and get them, but
I don’t know what you do, it’s unbelievable
And I don’t know how you get over, get over
Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you
One for the money, and two for the show
I love you honey, I’m ready, I’m ready to go
How did you get that way? I don’t know
You’re screwed up and brilliant,
Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?
You got the world but baby at what price?
Something so strange, hard to define
It isn’t that hard boy to like you or love you
I’d follow you down down down,
You’re unbelievable
If you’re going crazy just grab me and take me
I’d follow you down down down, anywhere anywhere
One for the money, two for the show
I love you honey, I’m ready, I’m ready to go
How did you get that way? I don’t know
You’re screwed up and brilliant,
Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?
One for the money, two for the show
I love you honey, I’m ready, I’m ready to go
How did you get that way? I don’t know
You’re screwed up and brilliant,
Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?
I don’t know,
You’re screwed up and brilliant,
Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?”
-Lana Del Rey
I’ve referred to a certain #her as wonder woman one or thrice.
*yes beast. You reminded me of its existence though… WE’RE HERE!
“I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.”
— Charles Bukowski, Raw With Love (excerpt)
Got this 2months ago. Took me a while to read it, because I only read at work, and I got interrupted A LOT!! Boy, was it incredible. I would suggest that EVERYONE cop this bitch and enjoy. It’s absolutely magical
Even when it’s not. =\ I mean why would be about anyone or anything else for that matter? It’s not like I haven’t been planning on being a better person all along. I wanted to for myself. But I NEEDED to for you. Then I didn’t do it for either reason until after. When it was far too late for you. As for me? Well considering it’s all about you. It’s too late for me. Very well it shouldn’t be. Shit, it isn’t. But that is surely how it feels. Fresco and Meka are proud of where I’ve come. No matter the circumstance. Considering those are the only two people with whom I’m completely honest about my feelings, that’s something I should also be proud of. I can’t help but feel like my actions are ingenuine. Most of this came after conversations with you. No one can destroy me like you. No one can put me over the moon like you. And there’s no one I genuinely love conversing with, about ANYTHING, more than you. I guess I’m still adjusting to fact that we do not exist, in any capacity, in the other’s world. Something happened recenty that only you’d appreciate as I did. Guess what? I couldn’t hit you about it. So I just had to snicker and keep it moving. I’ll just have to continue growing. And moving forward. Despite the onslaught on setbacks that continue coming my way. I’ve accepted my fate. But I still aspire to accomplish my goals. Especially the new ones on plate. I’ll measure my success based on the relative happiness I achieve in life. When asked at 15 years of age what my life goal was, I said: “to be happy”. I was there. Just not for long. Let’s try sustained happiness. I love you.
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