swept away

OF COURSE WHEN MY BABE IS BEING THE SWEETHEART SHE’S KNOWN TO BE, MY PHONE DOESN’T GET THE MESSAGE!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH

the feeling is mutual my love <;3

……

I get swept away
When I think of you
Take me to that place
Where it’s control I lose

I’m soothed by you, you take it all away
I lose to you, surrendered at the start of the game

I’ll never deceive
Right here, I’ll always be

Hide away, I hide away with you
I let the world just slip away
I’m left with you

Your little masquerade, I’m sure of the mood
The moments we’ve shared
Always end too soon

Part of you stays a while
Even when you’re far away
How so far away, yet you feel so near

– The xx

Raw With Love

“I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.”
— Charles Bukowski, Raw With Love (excerpt)

Fin.

So ends our saga. I bet you’re happy & relieved. Nothing changes for me. I love you still. I know you still love me but refuse to take my hand and jump. You’re right though, I HAD you and I fucked up. 2nd chance?… But you won’t hear about it from me. Will we stay friends? That’s a decision you’ve always made. I promised to ALWAYS be here for you. That never changes. I’m still “gonna bring you back”. It just won’t be me that shares in your greatness. And if somehow your mind changes? You know where to find me….

Saying goodbye to love. The woman of my dreams. It. The one. Soulmate. (all words you’ve also used to describe me. Fairly recently too.. To no avail [not “woman” tho lol])
Dreams are just dreams. Reality is here. I really thought I’d have you. Smh. I really did… A fool I’ve always been
I love you.

Worse yet? I’ll never have my son…
I love you 456.

Special

survival of us. love forever undeniably living. journey’s everlasting. new never-ending.

First person that GETS it, you’ll have a prize coming to you in the mail. This was written a while back. Was saving it for something special. It seems now that is pointless. So you want a prize? Go for it. I’m serious. I’ll break bread for you.

Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started