inside the mind of the insane
That I didn’t make a post or 2 cuz I saw your tweeters and KNEW if I posted the shit you’d be all like *does my version of your voice* ‘really?!’. Like I troll your TL or some ish. And we don’t listen to the same type of shit
*no I ain’t mad, lol. I’m just bored and need entertainment. Stupid work.
Tonight in a matter of seconds. I re-lived an entire night. POW! BAM! Just hit me. Fuckin crazy. This might be a long one. Hit the jump. Walk with me.
Take me away
Song of the day. At least the morning. In the Past 72 hours. I’ve slept 7-8hrs total. Thank you graveyard shifts (not really). A lot has crossed my mind in that time.. Maybe I’ll take a break from my writing break to discuss a bit.
So Peter had MJ. Then lost MJ. MJ was wit Harry. They died. And Peter got MJ back.
So if I’m Peter. And you’re MJ….
*to be fair I don’t think there’s any kind of a chance. It’s just a part of me that hopes. And don’t censor yourself….
Hollywood
People abound
Spots we hit.
First date.
Epic date.
Our time?
Too late
I wanna hit you
Just a simple Hi
Can’t bring myself to
It’s not worth the pain
I really wanna say more
But it’s pointless
Thought I was over it
Never been more wrong.
Even after the back stabbing
I know everything.
I am nothing
Blackhole of emotions
I wrote something to you. Idk that I wanna send it to you. Cuz I don’t think you deserve it. Honestly. I mean you DESERVE it, but you don’t. It’s very sincere. I’m undecided. =\ I think what I’m saying and the reason for it is another reason I’m holding on to it, for now at least…
Love
BC
Ps
Let go. Get out of your head. And just go. Be fuckin free! You have it. You deserve it. (and you know it pains me to say that for obvious reasons)
I don’t know what to say
What to do
All I have is love for you
It leaves me nowhere
cuz there is no us
Starting to wonder if there ever was
I’m only hurting myself
Yet clearly I can’t let go
It’s painfully obvious that I won’t get that 2nd chance.
Try tellin my heart that though
He knows where he belongs.
And won’t let my mind be free
Doesn’t matter what else I want to see
Blind love knows your touch
The addiction brought pain that’s far to much
To bare
You took it all away while you were here
Just as quickly you were gone.
The pain returned. Much more strong
And I’m really at a loss cuz I should have been gone from this hold so long ago
But I feel it in my soul
Something broken can’t as always be fixed
But in life you’re still in mix
You accepted my scars and I loved yours.
Peas in pod. Before we became odd.
To me you’re still same despite your claims.
Guess we didn’t have forever to be lame.
If I told I love you
How would you react?
Would you accept my love?
Would you turn me away?
Shamed I ever gained the courage to tell you my true feelings
I won’t tell you. Definitely not now
I hope I get the chance to later
Gaze into your eyes
Get lost in your smile.
And just let it go
3 simple words
With limitless meaning.
From me to you.
Pure and true.
I love you.
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