Baby I know you’re damaged
As am I.
I’m trying to love you. Is it that easy to let pass by?
Rd1 was lovely and moving places
An abrupt ending left me confused
I’m waiting for rd2. it’s not my fault he left you abused
I can’t wait forever cuz my heart is fragile
Might even have some new fish on the line
But everything in due time
And ours should be now. The future is not what I live for
So grab my hand and let’s take the tour
First stop LOVE. who cares what’s after
We’ll face it together. Nothing else will matter
Author: bananaclipse
i like turtles
Lost(inOur)Love
If only you knew how I really felt
If only you knew what you did to me
I’ll admit to the implosion and self destruction
But along with hurting myself you were apart of my deconstruction
The pain was already too deep
Giving you my all was a price too steep
Cuz I lost myself in you and became misguided
Our life was so simple. And goals so attainable. Was I trying to fight it?
Love got in the way and threw us for a loop
Some nights I still reach out for you. Oops.
Puttin the pieces of my soul back together has proven a tall task
Still not complete. finding me again. Plenty of questions still I need to ask.
Myself.
So many will go unanswered and some I do not want be
Living in the dark brings a certain comfort.
But I need to find the light to set me free
Classic track: sasha thumper edition
Bitterness
Confession: I get upset when you post and tweet shit(music) I put you on! Even if you knew about it. You took interest when I put you on game! Cuz that’s part of how we vibed (and kinda still so). Ok…. Carry on folks. Nothing to see here
Mass confusion
I said goodbye why are you still here.
I packed it all in said no more fear.
Music playing I see you in my ears.
Why? Why I say?! Fckin why!?
You don’t care. But I do.
I can’t run.
And while I no longer feel strangled I’m still entangled.
Free from one grip. Entrapped by the other.
So now I’m even more confused. Fucker mother.
She thinks it’s for a reason.
I say treason!
Cuz if I’m here and YOU’re there
The common ground is where?
Thought so
Continue on the blind path.
Trying to avoid the wrath
we all I know I LOVE the pain.
But Is it you I love more? Terror reigns
I’ve gone insane.
‘on some ol biggie gimme one more chance shit’
I thought about that statement again.
I mean we are/were so similar. In mindset. Humor. Likes. Dislikes. Damage. Dreams. And the list goes on. I mean sure it is/was plenty differences (keeps things spicy & opens new lanes). But we really could have had it all. FUCK YOU
Happy fuck your bday BC!
First off. I don’t expect shit from no one! Wait that’s a lie. I expect everyone to let me down.
So when my bday rolled around. I KNEW they would. BUT I been on a positivity kick. So I thought. Let’s give them a chance. Mind you. I asked for NOTHING. They came at me with tales of taking me out and gifts. Names are not necessary.
But every last person who opened they mouth did not follow thru. Big surprise right? Still. Why even bother to tell me such things if you’re not gonna follow up? Oh well.
Shouts to Fresco. He followed through. But he followed through on nothing. He just came through. And THAT is why he is my best friend. Straight up. Although he did get a noise complaint lol. My nigga though. He down for me more than ‘friends’ of 10+ years!! You know how long I’ve known fresco? Family.
*my bday was monday if you’re confused
I break the the mirror cuz everything it’s showing me is wrong
Always say I been through worse, what if I hadn’t…
Thr33zy McFly – Better Breeze ft Raven Sorvino
El Prez – I’m Gone (King Kong) [official version]
Yo. My man El Prez went thru hell and high water to get this record cleared. Took over a year of BS! Respect this nigga!! (and yes I’ve had the full version for over a year.)
BananaClipse 