Migraines. Headaches. Insomnia and back aches
So with all the self improvement it seem those things up there^^^ control themselves. My squiggly spine is definitely worserer. Some days no matter what I do I can’t relieve myself of the pain. But I mean I know squiggly spines don’t get better over time unless you can afford surgery BUT even then it’s no guarantee. As for the headaches and migraines, they were few and far between from when I used to get them all the time. But lately they are back with a vengeance. My favorite ones too. Focused on my temples right behind my eyes. The other day she said “it’s all in your head”, then we both laughed. GOOD ONE!! (no sarcasm). And the insomnia which never really left. I had just been getting slightly better sleep sometimes because of my work schedule. Now? It’s back to normal. I figure my body has adjusted to the schedule by now so now it knows it can once again fuck my face. I wake up everyday with an optimism though. I believe. One day (hopefully sooner than later) I’ll know the answer. And that that answer will be what I want it to be. Where would I be without that hope? Well, the same place, because it doesn’t change my goals. It adds to them. And whether right or wrong, it motivates me even more to make it.
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