You asked me to wait another year for you. I said I’m not down. But you know I am…
You know I’ll wait forever. But maybe you’re hoping the world really ends Dec 2012 and you don’t have to hold up your end. Lol. I mean, why not see what can happen now and see where that takes us? Start fresh, new, slow… Naw but what if I wait? There’s no guarantees. Truth be told I don’t think my dream comes true either way. But at the same time I gotta believe I have a fuckin chance. Like fuckin why not?! Idk man. I keep changing and doing better. But it just feels empty. I could be doing bad and my dream won’t come true; I’d feel just the same… Oh and Hey! I don’t believe in “nothing”. I believe in a “something”. It’s the only reason I am where I am. And it’ll be the only reason I’m successful when I get there (soon, y’all just wait). But it’ll all be hollow if I can’t fulfill my dream(s)…