Never be mine

I don’t expect you to understand and I don’t expect you to stick around
How can I be expected to love you when I still love her. Outside smiles inside frowns
Feels like my life is get down or lay down.
Never will I win.
Cuz when a new one comes around it’s always about HER
And I’m nowhere on her radar, pathetic it is.
Toxic in my heart. Trapped in my mind
The love I want is hers. It’s hiding; for me never to find
And when someone comes anew. I’m stuck in a bind
Cuz I’m longing for a love that’ll never be mine…