words2life
I feel like sharing a few things so shit’s bout to get real personal around here. Stay tuned.
It’s not all gonna be about bestia. Although she’ll be all like “it’s always about me blah blah blah I win blah blah blah….” 😉 Love you babe! Now hit the cut you jerks.
Kenneth: To go it alone or to go with a partner. When you choose a partner you have to have compromises and sacrifices, but it’s a price you pay. Do i want to follow my every whim and desire as I make my way through time and space? absolutely. But at the end of the day do I need someone when I’m doubting myself and I’m insecure and my heart’s failing me? Do I need someone who, when the heat gets hot, has my back?
Darius: So, do you?
Kenneth: I do.
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails. . .
*I always said that I’d read the bible front to back and take from it as I would any other fictional novel. Maybe I should do that soon. No time like the present.
Found this online. With no credit.
I once dated a writer and
Writers are forgetful,
but they remember everything.
They forget appointments and anniversaries,
but remember what you wore,
how you smelled,
on your first date…
They remember every story you’ve ever told them –
like ever,
but forget what you’ve just said.
They don’t remember to water the plants
or take out the trash,
but they don’t forget how
to make you laugh.Writers are forgetful
because
they’re busy
remembering
the important things.
As I’m waiting for the train everything is fine. Once I get off it’s. I’m all wet (c) JP angels in the outfield. The paralleled symbolism is not lost upon me. I checked the weather. Said nothing about rain till sadderday (Ha! Not really =\) but the message is sometimes there’s nothing you can do. Predictions or indications don’t tell the whole story. Just gotta walk into the unknown. Maybe you get sun and a tan. Maybe you get rained on.
Seems like we’ve been through it all already
We will battle again
But will you still be here when the smoke clears?
Inhibitions abound.
What happened to love without the fear?
Are the cheers just smoke & mirrors?
Are you hiding from me or yourself?
Love can’t pay the bills, but it’s a whole ‘nother level of wealth
Sickness and health? We ain’t made those vows
Yet & still, I am bound by my word to give you everything.
And give, I will. Until I have nothing.
Fall and I’ll catch you
Used to say that I’ll match you
Nay. I want to give you more than you could ever give me.
It’s not about paying back or owing you.
It’s about showing you.
Fuck the lectures
Grand gestures.
My actions will speak volumes my voice could never replicate
I pray I get the chance
Cuz it could be gone in a flash
Like that….
Mind body and soul
Body, from a physical stand point, will be the easiest. Ridding myself of the toxins I rejected before but currently have no problem taking in.
Mind and soul; a journey that is never complete. But a task I must take ahold of stronger than ever before. I mustn’t be content with how far I’ve come when I’ve yet so far to go. I should use my progress as a benchmark and a quiet victory in the battle within the entire landscape of the war; I have only scratched the surface.
I was just in a state of deep relaxation. Eyes closed. Not a thought in mind. Deep controlled breathing. *knock knock knock*. I’m at work. Surely this man thought I was sleeping. The 30minutes that passed felt like 1. I need more of this. To continue to push forward to where I want and NEED to be.
My growth hit a bit of a stand still. Entirely my fault. I’ll be back on track. I am on track.
It’s the lies that undo us. The lies we think we need to survive.
-C.M.
I spoke with Tiffany and spilled just a little of what I feel. It’s not all the time. And WE (not me and tiff) have spoke about it. Sometimes it’s just gonna get to me. Today may not be one of those days. But today I chose to let some of it out. After the cut
I am better
I deserve better
I am more
I deserve more
I will be better
I will get more
Give me more
I’m putting the pieces together.
I may be a little slow. But I’m getting there.
I’ve come a long way.
I’m still figuring out A LOT.
Bare with me.
Progress.
Separately, we grow, as we are together
As we do, we continue to grow, together
In doing so we will continue to grow together.
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