I remember vividly those words being spoken. Where we were at the very moment. My state of mind. Where we were headed. The temperature.
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words2life
Let’s find each other and find forever
I lost myself. That was always the problem. I’ll take your word that you had faith and tried to find me. More than once. But I take full responsibility for my actions. Or lack thereof. Still not sure I’ve fully found myself. Now I’m a lost soul searching for your soul.
Still wishing one day you could
Again…. We could be a fairy tale. Instead of farewell.
Something…
And I believe you when you say that you’ve lost all faith but you must believe in something something something you gotta believe in something something something
I know you believe in something. You believe in LOVE. Despite it all. I still admire you. Get inspiration from you… I can’t wait to see you makin moves and being famous. It’s surely to happen. You have all this raw talent and vision. It’s only a matter of time… Then you wont answer my calls/txts/emails. Shit that may happen next week lol (*serious face*). But I just thought of you…
Unraveled…unfinished
Maybe I’m the one for you. naw I was just the 2.
You were meant for me but I not for you
now it’s like ‘Druw, who?‘
The dawn
When your hair is all messy. All over the place. Slightly on your face.
The sparkle in your eye. Figurative and literal. Bat them lashes baby. I’m already hypnotized. Pretty little nose. Eskimo kisses. Those lips? Oh those lips. Euphoria when they meet mine. You hit me with that smirk. Leads into a smile. That which stole my heart. And that was only the start…
Still not ready
Guess I’ll see you when I see you
Maybe never again
Thought we were friends
But we could never be
I care too much
And you not at all
The middle ground is nothing
And that seems where we’re headed.
If we’re not already there
It’s only a matter of time.
Seems that there’s never enough or just too much
Ours was always tenuous and abrupt.
The meets, few and far between.
Guess our stream ran dry.
I’m still not ready for goodbye
It’s just 4 U
I’ll give my life to you.
I’ll give my life for you.
I gave my life to you.
I lost my life to you.
Lost myself.
And now that I am found
You are not
What’s the meaning of it all?
Highest high to the lowest low
Taking the necessary steps to keep what you have yours?
I need it to make sense.
I need it to have a purpose
Otherwise my soul has been tormented just because.
Although your words are etched deep into my heart.
A pain surely to last forever
Right next to those scars are the words that softened me up
A love surely to last forever
So whether you’re here or there
A friend or more or not at all
There’s a place for you.
And if you decide not to use me
For your betterment or to take advantage or for help
I’m HERE. going nowhere.
Unless it’s 2u4u.
*fading whispers* it’s just 4 U
Happy Bday Lydia.
Another year passes without you.
On my auntie bday I normally share a memory of a specific event. This time. It’s just about her food. I MISS THAT FOOD!! I’m MAD I never got a chance to learn and steal her recipes. I owe my love for ground turkey to her. Her enchiladas were an improvement upon my gma’s (her mother) recipe. And prolly my favorite thing to eat EVER! I think I’ll my hand at it one of these day… I love you
*when I’d go visit she’d buy me whole milk cuz she’d have nonfat milk. I always appreciated that
This!
Just because I’m waiting & refusing to give up doesn’t mean I have to die trying…
See you on the other side
I am taking heed of the advice given to me by close friends. While their optimism is sincere and I appreciate it; the reality of the situation is just that. Reality. And while it continues to deteriorate, I must continue moving forward. Life keeps going, even when everything around you crumbles.
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