I want to keep it.
But it’ll be like we never existed
But they kept finding each other.
There was always SOMETHING in the back of their minds they couldn’t quite figure.
I imagine that’s how it’ll be for me. Something in the back of my mind…
So I guess this is day 1. Or does tomorrow count as day 1? *shrugs* either way….
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Guess who just got home from their first soccer game ever?! ME!!!! Me and my pals were at the park just getting some cardio and having some fun playing some fútbol when these guys who had a league game came. We thought they were gonna tell us to move but they were short and we got to play the whole game. I’m so fuckin hype. I guess I’m not a bad attacking midfielder. I’m an ok keeper. If I had cleats I woulda did better. So fun! I was super excited. I called Danni cuz she’s supposed to be a wonder kid at soccer.
I remember vividly those words being spoken. Where we were at the very moment. My state of mind. Where we were headed. The temperature.
I’ve explained basketball and football in depth to 3 ex gf’s. Fuckin 3!!!! Ridiculous. Pisses me off to no end that I nurtured them and their love for these sports (especially football) and I can’t reap the benefits!!! Idk if i have the patience to keep doing this… I wish you’d come back so we can watch the games again…. Then I got another NFL catalog. Saw this DOPE jacket. Thought “she’d look great in this”. Smh tragic… I wonder How long before you threw out that hoodie….
Damn I’ve explained boxing and MMA too. Don’t you deny my influence. FML! I’ll never win….
And I believe you when you say that you’ve lost all faith but you must believe in something something something you gotta believe in something something something
I know you believe in something. You believe in LOVE. Despite it all. I still admire you. Get inspiration from you… I can’t wait to see you makin moves and being famous. It’s surely to happen. You have all this raw talent and vision. It’s only a matter of time… Then you wont answer my calls/txts/emails. Shit that may happen next week lol (*serious face*). But I just thought of you…
Only YOU can satisfy…
Almost 2 years to the day when I was last at the palladium… One of the BEST nights of my life. One that was meant to be
We found a parking spot a few blocks away (we hate(d) payin for parking). We stood near the back of the joint. Had a good view. Common. &. (superduper) Friends. I know ima forget who all came out. But De La. CuDi. DOOM!!!! Kanye. BlackStar. (I shed tears to History). Queen Latifah. Nas. Luda. Heavy D. And others I surely forgot. We danced. We shared that night. We shared each other. We shared music. We shared LOVE. Love….
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Emails mad slow today. Idk how but we ended up in the Hollywood Hills. From the fairfax district and west Hollywood. This shit cray.
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