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All Of Me (reprise) pt1

So I just found out there’s a final mix version of Joey’s All Of Me. Called All Of Me (Reprise). Love that mix man. So clean. Anyway. Instead of one SUPER DUPER LONG post. I wanna do several short but maybe still relatively long posts. This is part one. And oh. They’ll be out of order. That’s ok. If you read them all you’ll get it… Let’s go

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Fall

Why am I doin this to myself? Why am I putting up with it? Why do I want it? All the baggage?
Cuz it’s YOU. It’s all you. I know you. It feels right. You know it does. The tears say a lot. They show the love. The passion. The caring. All the things that you supposedly have run dry of. We’ll build. TOGETHER. We already have a strong foundation. We’re only gonna reinforce it before we build the monument that is our love. Slowly. And surely. Who knows maybe it’ll progress better than we think. You reached a little further and now look ?! In such a short time. Now reach a little more. I promise I won’t let you fall. wait. I lied. Cuz you are gonna fall. For me. Then we’ll walk hand in hand fighting for our dreams. So what do you say wonder woman? I say Let’s GO *puts out hand*

Is it love?

Is it possible to love her more? I mean FUCK! that conversation was amazing. Enlightening. Refreshing. I wish it never ended (stupid jasmine). It’ll continue though. It was a RE-connect. the realizations. The changes. The new mindsets. I’ve longed for that kind of feeling. That connection. Go figure where it was found. And the TANGENTS. the tangents just pushed us to new ideas. A new conversation within the current cloud of ideas and conversation. Amazing. Truly incredible.
Definitely one of my favorite times with you EVER. Hope it continues tonight… But I’ll settle for tomorrow 😉

It’s always about you

Even when it’s not. =\ I mean why would be about anyone or anything else for that matter? It’s not like I haven’t been planning on being a better person all along. I wanted to for myself. But I NEEDED to for you. Then I didn’t do it for either reason until after. When it was far too late for you. As for me? Well considering it’s all about you. It’s too late for me. Very well it shouldn’t be. Shit, it isn’t. But that is surely how it feels. Fresco and Meka are proud of where I’ve come. No matter the circumstance. Considering those are the only two people with whom I’m completely honest about my feelings, that’s something I should also be proud of. I can’t help but feel like my actions are ingenuine. Most of this came after conversations with you. No one can destroy me like you. No one can put me over the moon like you. And there’s no one I genuinely love conversing with, about ANYTHING, more than you. I guess I’m still adjusting to fact that we do not exist, in any capacity, in the other’s world. Something happened recenty that only you’d appreciate as I did. Guess what? I couldn’t hit you about it. So I just had to snicker and keep it moving. I’ll just have to continue growing. And moving forward. Despite the onslaught on setbacks that continue coming my way. I’ve accepted my fate. But I still aspire to accomplish my goals. Especially the new ones on plate. I’ll measure my success based on the relative happiness I achieve in life. When asked at 15 years of age what my life goal was, I said: “to be happy”. I was there. Just not for long. Let’s try sustained happiness. I love you.

RE:start

Gone
lost
forgotten
It’s perplexing to the mind
Reflecting on it all
What was the last straw?
With the end brings a beginning anew
After the reset button I don’t feel brand new
I feel washed up and used
A hand me down
One man’s trash is anothers treasure.
So am I more of a vintage piece that’s others are searching high & low for?
I’m right here on the shelf just waiting to be discovered.
Getting better with time
The scars? Those are just “character”
Adding to the mystic nostalgia you get when gaze at my outer shell
But take a look on the inside. I have the world to offer to you.
I want you to swim in the depths of my soul
Splash around in the wealth of my knowledge
Skinny dip in my stream of conscious
Hold your breath under my pain.
Hold my hand while we walk in the rain
Those rain drops are tear drops
I’m sharing my all
You deserve nothing less
And I deserve something more
When our lips touch I feel it in the core
Of my heart.
The moment that lasts forever
The moment we found forever
I promise to never let go. Ever.
It was over from the start.
Now it’s time to RE:START

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