Category: inside the mind of the insane

inside the mind of the insane

We’re happy and we’re singin and we’re colored

Brother Fresco hit me with the knowledge again. I’m not stupid. But his opinion super matters. His view helps me see things a little more clearly. Like I said in not stupid. But I destroy myself. So sometimes I need a little help. And this morning? WOW. I appreciate having him as a friend. Confidant. He has my best interests at heart. And sharing perspectives, I’ve learned more about him. Makes me appreciate our brotherhood much more. Proud to call him family. FAMILY!

*thank you beast. You introduced me to a lifelong friend.

LoveMyPain

Pain. Every artist seems to draw the most inspiration from pain. You told me I should try love. Draw from love because it’s much more powerful. I think I get my best (or at least most favorite) material from pain. Then I thought about it more. Love is my pain. They are 1 in the same. Maybe that’s why I FEEL it. Even in the madness & sadness. I FEEL my words. I’m giving YOU a PIECE of ME. I wrote something sad. But it may be my most favorite piece. Because even if it breaks my heart. When I read it. I FEEL it. I’m proud of it.

“I GOT MY HEART RIGHT HERE, I GOT MY SCARS RIGHT HERE”

Tell me you love me

Wish you woulda held my hand.
Wish I kissed him goodbye. Told him I loved him.
My mother offered her support. Nothing more or less. What I needed.
Tiffany was happy for me. Said I was exhibiting ‘good’ emotions for a change.
Meka just listened.
People care. I care. You care. He cares.
I will cherish today (yesterday).
Good memories. Familiar feelings. Familiar situations (our typical friday remember?)
Looking for the good. Appreciating it. Keeping it close.
Thank you.

I’m now scarred

You the broad that would ride for me

Fell for the allure thas my bad you broke in somethin so secure

I’m now scarred see you make it type hard

But thanks, see relationships in a different view son

Half of me still wit you

me & you got memories
Me & you got love

Maybe it’s simple she seen all that pain I was in

I never had an issue with trust

We can get thru anything in the world if the issue’s discussed

You gettin sick nigga when u alone
And jus you & your imagination you paint a sick picture

Stones Throw event

The kid RichB swagged me out. Open bar FTW!
Saw jLo fine ass there. Looking so fantastically sexy amazing and *insert every imaginable adjective* OMGbasedgod! Fucking gorgeous. I wanted to bend her over and eat her box from the back WHAT?! Yup!
Jaz was cool ppls too!
The show was ill as fuck. Mayer Hawthorne live >>>>>
But uhhh yeah all I cared about was jLo. *licks lips* I want the pictures!

*I can’t sleep. What’s new right?

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