Category: inside the mind of the insane

inside the mind of the insane

Take 2, a chance at you.

Grasping at straws
Grasping at love
Reaching for you
Though the effort seems fruitless, what else can I do?
Even the thought of another shot seems to good to be true
But I gotta take the chance of utter self destruction
In the same risk, complete bliss
The “all or nothing” scenario.
Took out my heart. Set it on the table
Will you handle it with care? Are you willing? I pray that you’re ready. I know you are able
Or will you rip out the stitches leaving me back in pieces?
I’ve come too far to ever go back. That’s why we’re on a new path.
We’ve crossed again. Can we stay on the same track?
I assure you, if I again am shattered to pieces, I’ll be too far to ever make it back.
So that’s the risk I take, a decision I gleefully make
Reluctant? Never. Sometimes the sequel is better. . .

New year. New love.

New year. New love.
New love from an old love.
Hope we can make a new love from our old love
take our connection to elevated levels
New heights even we couldn’t see before
A new bond made
A new perspective shared
2 new old souls becoming one
No need to retrace our steps
Cuz we’re making a new path.
One where we following each other’s lead
Inhibitions left behind.
Lost in one another’s mind
Depths we’ve never reached
Ready to learn, willing to teach
And eye contact is the only way we need to speak
That sparkle says all
The smile is what made me fall
Your entire being is perfect
To have any piece of you, a gift.
I want it all.
You bring complete bliss.

I’m too far in this game to let go

I’ve given serious thought to destroying myself to see if it saves you. Or at least gives you one less thing to think about. But I feel like I’d be quitting. Quitting myself, and worse yet, quitting you. It’s not fair to myself. I don’t think it’s fair to you either. It’s not exactly fair either way. Now, later or until/if something comes of it. It’s fuckin early in the game but I stil hope you’re trying to be open and giving it thought. I mean to get to the discussion we had. you had to be OPEN. You felt it. So LET’S FEEL IT!

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