I’ve given serious thought to destroying myself to see if it saves you. Or at least gives you one less thing to think about. But I feel like I’d be quitting. Quitting myself, and worse yet, quitting you. It’s not fair to myself. I don’t think it’s fair to you either. It’s not exactly fair either way. Now, later or until/if something comes of it. It’s fuckin early in the game but I stil hope you’re trying to be open and giving it thought. I mean to get to the discussion we had. you had to be OPEN. You felt it. So LET’S FEEL IT!