Future? Ha!

Sometimes I wonder, do you ever think of me?
But the answer is ever so obvious
I can’t fathom why I still dream about you
I wish I didn’t
Sometimes the pain is too much to bear
Too bad I don’t have the courage to end my life
I’m a coward like that
In the same way I haven’t let go fully
Dreams of the future? Ha! I can’t see mine
The present is our gift. All we really have is time
Watch mine go to waste as I sit and wait
For a love long gone and moved on
My heart is gone

Dear unattainable,

One day I’m reaching. Catching you. Speaking words that will forever hold onto you. I thought I wanted you, rather I know in this life I need you. Every bit of time I have in my life, with you I want to spend; I want to be in every moment that you are already in. These words are vibing to me like they fell out of the sky. Because what I found in you is something like a blessing that helped me fly. I’m not on anything, however, it’s just the thought of you that makes me high.

Love you always,
BC

My niggas

“And my niggas, these bitches can’t touch what we got…”

Or so I thought

*ok I’m done with it. I’ll speak when my head is clear. And I stop being a bitch and crying. Needed to vent

*** oh and it doesn’t matter. You said I was lying by saying that. But since you don’t care. It doesn’t matter.

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