3rd Time’s The Charm

(Wrote this a while ago. Thought I’d finally let it breathe. BUT there will be a new edit of this. Who knows if you’ll ever get to read it.)

The 3rd time is the charm
I’m afraid I won’t get to check the validity of the statement.
I’m scared to find out if my time is even worth spending on finding the truth in the cliche.
I’m terrified that I’ll be torn to no end in seeking the accuracy of the idiom.
Most of all, I fear what will happen if I stand by and do nothing.
Chasing the dream.
Taking action
Forging reality into my own
The worst part is it’s not all in my hands
You weren’t ready.
Might still not be.
So I must walk the tightrope with no safety net.
Fate in my hands.
Risk my heart for the reward
Leap of faith?
No
More like
A leap of Love.

Worn out Love

There’s so much of me to give.
But there’s nothing else to give to you
That’s not to say I’ve nothing left to give
Plenty remains
You’ve just worn out your share
You never deserved it.
I only thought you did
I wanted you to deserve my Love
You have proven time after time that you are not worthy.
I continued pressing.
I WANTED YOU
why? I don’t know
We struck a cord, played a few good tunes
The more I get to know you?
I’ve seen through the façade
You put up a good front
The smoke and mirrors had my heart what it wanted to
The truth? I’ll just leave that to you
Perception is everything and I know all
I no longer believe in you.
We might see each other again.
We might hang out.
But I won’t have the same Love for you at all
What a shame
And it’s all your fault.

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