I don’t wanna be your friend

I don’t wanna be your friend
I look over and see that smile.
I melt.
I look into your eyes.
It takes me back to everything I felt
But it’s not in the past
It’s present
You’re in my presence and I can’t help myself
Standing by your side.
Dying slowly
Painfully
I can’t let go there’s too much history.
Loving you is simply misery
Maybe if it was reciprocated I’d be in the heavens
Instead you’ll find me below
A lost soul.

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I thought about you last night
I thought about all the things we’ll never be
All the things we’ll never see
Together
Forever?
What a joke
No one has that kind of time
Along with you, I’ve given up all my dreams
Started facing the cold reality
Back to the survival mentality.
Fought the good fight but came out worse for the wear
Shredded to pieces and put back together
Never the same there’s too many tears

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