Do I really believe in all of this?
It’s a serious thought. I mean, do you?
Do I really believe my life is gonna be better? That my dreams are reasonable. That being positive will result in better spirits and positive results. That being (relatively) nice and kind and open and helpful is uplifting to both me and the you’s that I help. That my action will push everything into motion. Ambition will finally pay off. That this progress is for purpose. That I really have a chance to reunite with you. That THAT dream is an actually possibility. That connecting with others is a gift. ….
Yes. I believe. In what? Myself. Why? Because you said to. Because I should. Because I deserve more. Because I AM MORE. I also believe in you. I believe in LOVE. I believe in something more.
In high school I was asked what I want to be when I grow up. In the middle of this serious conversation my answer was: to be happy. Leave it to me to be all existential. But think about it. It’s different for everyone. Some people have to learn happiness. It should come from within but it doesn’t mean it can’t be triggered from another. Everyone differs. Happiness is defined by how YOU feel. I know what can push me to that point. Then what? Well, just keep building on top of that. It’s not just about getting there. It’s about maintaining. Also pushing it to new heights.
You triggered my happiness. Now I’m just trying to get you to pull that trigger again…. Aim for my heart.
Maybe… Just maybe…
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