I’m officially abandoning my dreams.
They’re stupid. Foolish. And unrealistic. I always said where would we all be without hopes and dreams? Well I’m bout to find out. Cuz mine are fuckin stupid. A couple ppl said they ‘see it’. Thanks. But really? Naw. It’s a NEVER. And admitting that cruel reality to myself is CRUSHING. I can’t take it. I need these walls to close in and stop my life. Cuz it’s not worth living. Eternal despair is what I’ve earned. A badge of shame. Searching the darkness for the flame.
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