Am I driving myself to the edge?

On my mind again
Ruling my world
As you have for so long
From the moment we went our separate ways
My mind has been gone
I haven’t looked for my sanity
Only searching for you
Is there a correlation between my insanity and my search?
Am I driving myself to the edge?
Or is it that IF we ever cross paths then I’ll be at ease ?
Can I hold on long enough to find out?
Can I let go of you long enough to see?
Does even matter? To me? Yes. To you? Idk.
I’d hope it would.
Even though you have another.
I’m searching for a way to find another..
Chance.
With you.