I woke up today with peace of mind. A freedom from the strangle hold which you have had since we first met. Idk even know what to say. just smiling. For no reason. You still own that spot Nina. And. I still hope you use it. But if you don’t. *shrugs* *still smiling* that’s life
Category: where?
Fun days
“by my own accord i can’t accept it”
I still have nightmares about you. I wished they’d stop. I have deja vu A LOT. I don’t see these coming true though. Thus, they are nightmares.
I love you. But I don’t see a miracle on the horizon. Yet I can’t shake it. Hopeless.
I want(ed) to love you. But miscommunication, or lack thereof, seemed to derail us (story of my fuckin life). I thought maybe we could pick up where we left off. But you “can’t”… 
guess not.
I used to love you. But that was YEARS ago. And although I’m glad you’ve found your way back into my life. It’s just not going past where it’s at. (but the piercing down below was a welcome surprise)
3 strikes. I’m out.
Been here
“It’ll be so much to be said but no one’ll convey it
The relationship will be over but no one’ll say it
A doomed fate, livin with who you’d
soon hate
Ex-life partners trying to co-exist as roommates
Once you go through it, you’ll believe it
And you’ll never give a woman more than you’ll want her to leave with”
Impossible?
Deneen
She’s my new favorite 🙂
*I still love you Alicia! (innyvinny)
Something Real For Your Mind…
At times when I’m feeling down, I wish I came across that certain call, that certain text, that certain human being standing in my presence. But when I am down I shouldn’t have to wish for your existence. For instance, if you knew me you would already know that everything would be better if you were just standing in my presence, even if it was at a distance. Just knowing you’re there would change my mood in a instant.
How much can [you] learn from pain?
Am I scared to let go? What happens when I let go? My mind will be free right? But what then?
Workout plan
Wokeup 730. Went to the park. Played ball for about 3 hours.
Went home. Showered. Ate. Rested.
Rode my bike bout 5 miles INTO THE FUCKING WIND!
Changed. Went to yoga class.
1hr 30min. I sweated and was SUPER duper tired after. Way more than playing ball.
I love it!
Doing this for me.
GoodbyeLove
I’ve given up on you.
You’re just a fantasy. A dream.
I only see you when I sleep.
When I wake you’re not within reach.
You’re everywhere.
But here.
You ruin the music in my ears.
You destroy my favorite show.
You left me behind. I still don’t know where to go.
But Love. I have to let go.
BananaClipse 