We’re happy and we’re singin and we’re colored

Brother Fresco hit me with the knowledge again. I’m not stupid. But his opinion super matters. His view helps me see things a little more clearly. Like I said in not stupid. But I destroy myself. So sometimes I need a little help. And this morning? WOW. I appreciate having him as a friend. Confidant. He has my best interests at heart. And sharing perspectives, I’ve learned more about him. Makes me appreciate our brotherhood much more. Proud to call him family. FAMILY!

*thank you beast. You introduced me to a lifelong friend.

LoveMyPain

Pain. Every artist seems to draw the most inspiration from pain. You told me I should try love. Draw from love because it’s much more powerful. I think I get my best (or at least most favorite) material from pain. Then I thought about it more. Love is my pain. They are 1 in the same. Maybe that’s why I FEEL it. Even in the madness & sadness. I FEEL my words. I’m giving YOU a PIECE of ME. I wrote something sad. But it may be my most favorite piece. Because even if it breaks my heart. When I read it. I FEEL it. I’m proud of it.

“I GOT MY HEART RIGHT HERE, I GOT MY SCARS RIGHT HERE”

Tell me you love me

Wish you woulda held my hand.
Wish I kissed him goodbye. Told him I loved him.
My mother offered her support. Nothing more or less. What I needed.
Tiffany was happy for me. Said I was exhibiting ‘good’ emotions for a change.
Meka just listened.
People care. I care. You care. He cares.
I will cherish today (yesterday).
Good memories. Familiar feelings. Familiar situations (our typical friday remember?)
Looking for the good. Appreciating it. Keeping it close.
Thank you.

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