Can’t fuckin win for losing ….

I swear I can’t win. There’s something is life that won’t let me win. Maybe there is a god and it continues to beat me down cuz I don’t believe in it. Fuckin faggot. My family continues to do me dirt. Inconsiderate fucks. I love MY family. Not the family I was born into. The family I chose >>> blood. I very upset right now.

*this picture from last night. I wore a vneck. 1st time ever. (judge me. Cuz I despise em). But I feel like it totally worked! That cardigan? Love it!

“Just let go and let god see if we reunite…”

“Some days I don’t wanna be seen
And some days I don’t shower, I don’t wanna be clean
Look, sometimes the truth could hurt you

Some days I’m not invincible and I feel the pressure
Like if everyone’s dependin on me, and I just stop
Then what the fuck happens?

I ain’t come this far to fall
But listen, I’m fucked up now
Don’t ask why y’all
Sometimes the best medicine is just to cry y’all
Know what I’m sayin?

Cuz it’s these type of thoughts that’ll kill ya
If you smokin with me right now, then you a good way from the filter
And I won’t front like I ain’t stressin
Sometimes I need a hug, real shit, pain shit is pain lesson

Ma, I never saw me being with you
But sometimes y’all dreams come true
I’m like your number one fan
Damn, I ain’t think Joe would see you
You’s a fantasy
I wasn’t supposed to meet you, NAW
Chances of that were so unlikely
And if we did meet, you wasn’t supposed to like me

Talkin real passionate, every time it jumped off
I’m in deep y’all she’s more than a jump off
We both catchin feelins, both startin to want more . . .”

10 min

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