I’m interested to get to know her. She’s at least intrigued by me. It’s a start. I’m handsome and charming 😉 . I have much to offer. It’s FAR TOO EARLY to read into anything. But I can I always look at myself. And see who I’ve become. In many ways I’m the man I’ve always been. Cuz I lost sight of who I was. And that’s what led to the fall of the empire and destroyed my soul. I’m better though. I’m still getting better. I’m ever improving. And your influence has plenty to do with it. Sucks that it doesn’t mean anything. As far as my dream is concerned. Anywho. I’m more open. Less of a jerk (I swear I am). More positive. Still bite my nails though. Well that’s enough reflection for now. I should go deeper (that’s what she said) but now’s not the time. I will though. Cross my heart. HOPE TO DIE.
Category: LOSS
(Love)Untitled
strikes again.
What do we do?
You put all this pressure on me to succeed. For the the both of us. Saying it’s fate. You SEE it. But she doesn’t. She wants nothing to do with me. In person. We still have something. Apart? You say the opposite of what you tell me in person. Especially at your spot. True feelings. But I HAVE to succeed. For us bro. I need this for me. You need this from me. But if I fail (which CAN’T happen). What do we do?
Your love is gone with yesterday
There was a time when forever
Was common-place for me and you
Laughing, loving, sharing, caring
Seemed to be made just for us two
But I kept on building the dream world
That I thought was you and I
Sorry, I’m sadly mistaken
Cause our castle in the sky
Has turned into a mere goodbye
I guess I’ll be a ghost. Again.
I thought we were breaking ground on something new. Hope it continues… FTC? Cmon let’s do it!
Merry st PATRICKs day
Today is my cousins bday. He passed last year…..
Terrible news [confirmed]
Looks like I’m bout lose one of my closest Friends. I’ll have full details on Friday (hopefully). Fuck man. FUCK!
RIP Nate Dogg
Just got off work and the homie calls and tells me Big Nate Dogg is dead. Sad. He was THAT dude on the hooks. West coast! I really am hurt tho
*although I had already thought he was dead. My bad
Speechless
Shouts to mr lady.








