*nods in agreement* we could’ve *shakes head in disgust* we fuckin could’ve *deep exhale*
Category: LOSS
It’s about who have it last.
Not who found it first.
Still hope that you’re my Pam…
“to be without it… It’s too much”
*tears*
Made me wonder to myself, baby are you still in love?
Then I thought to myself, maybe you never were…
No. You never loved me. *shakes head* but I love you.
I’m raw mutha fucka I’m raw. LOVE SO LOST
I ain’t washing my sins….
I KNOW EVERYTHING
Can’t fuckin win for losing ….
I swear I can’t win. There’s something is life that won’t let me win. Maybe there is a god and it continues to beat me down cuz I don’t believe in it. Fuckin faggot. My family continues to do me dirt. Inconsiderate fucks. I love MY family. Not the family I was born into. The family I chose >>> blood. I very upset right now.
*this picture from last night. I wore a vneck. 1st time ever. (judge me. Cuz I despise em). But I feel like it totally worked! That cardigan? Love it!
Drawing a blank.
So now that it seems I’m back on the outside looking in. These 3 shows planned.[ ___edited out____]. And the general awesomeness that was going on. I hope it’s still awesome. But I presume it’s gonna go back. Smh. *mind completely at a loss*
I had a feeling today. I think this was it. I’m always right :(
Here I thought we were good. Good terms. Fucking FRIENDS (of some sort).
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Listen ma…
I’ll give you all I got. Get me off of this I need confidence in myself… So tell me you love me…. Even though you don’t love you me
I can’t love you this much
EDIT: this was supposed to post a while ago. it didn’t so here it is now
Last night I had another small breakdown. A moment of weakness.
K&OJ > RP
The craptacularness of Wiz’s Rolling Papers (I like 3 maybe 4 songs) has made me go back to listening to Kush & Orange Juice.
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