a twisted game where the only thing I win is pain
Category: inside the mind of the insane
inside the mind of the insane
Feelin you. Feelin me?
I’m interested to get to know her. She’s at least intrigued by me. It’s a start. I’m handsome and charming 😉 . I have much to offer. It’s FAR TOO EARLY to read into anything. But I can I always look at myself. And see who I’ve become. In many ways I’m the man I’ve always been. Cuz I lost sight of who I was. And that’s what led to the fall of the empire and destroyed my soul. I’m better though. I’m still getting better. I’m ever improving. And your influence has plenty to do with it. Sucks that it doesn’t mean anything. As far as my dream is concerned. Anywho. I’m more open. Less of a jerk (I swear I am). More positive. Still bite my nails though. Well that’s enough reflection for now. I should go deeper (that’s what she said) but now’s not the time. I will though. Cross my heart. HOPE TO DIE.
Tidbits from the grave
This old dude is nice and all. But he’s boring and making me tired
The broad who was here when I came in was cool. When I told her bout my purchases this past weekend she said ‘you must walk around all swagged out’ and in that moment I longed to be inside of her
This other chick is watching an awful ass movie. While I get a chance to sit I’m watching with her (yes we at work)
The cold outside feels awesome!
I wore the wrong shoes tho. Feets gon hurt.
Played wii all day. My arms are getting sore. Was worth it.
Shouts to the hood bitches at work. Told em I wanna sock a bitch in the mouth and they reactions. PRICELESS
(Love)Untitled
Fuck yo couch

*the green IS NOT me. I had to have our Convo sent to me cuz my home button is broked. I suck I know
Anywho. Was I just swindled into buying this kid’s gift. My love used against me? Hmmmm. I was going to ask if I could get him something ad what I should get. Outta nowhere I was being TOLD. Hmmmm *rubs chin*. oh well. I love him. So all in all it shouldn’t matter.
*bet I never experience the couch tho (lmao *serious face*)
Home. Tired. Hungry.

Fresh home from work. 4 tacos and a horchata!!! Seems like all I do is work lately. Oh well. The only person that will take care of me is me. No one will take on my problems, issues etc. No matter how much I long for another. Really it’s just YOU. Doesn’t matter. Alone in the world…
But damn these tacos were fuckin fire
It’s all in my head
Take off the blues
The Why: ignorant music
Ignorant music is a release. I don’t think about shit but being ignorant. No feelings. No deep meaning. No memories. Lost in a moment where my mind isn’t running away from me. So. Yes. Thank you based god!
Fuck all this
Been up 24+ hours. Seen 1 of my brothers in orange jumpsuit and shackles. Man fuck today. Fuck you.








