I think the best lesson I’ve finally come to realize is that none of it fuckin matters. At all.
Category: inside the mind of the insane
inside the mind of the insane
Stars
My friend. She took me to a place to see the stars. We were talking and she felt my hurt. So she took me to see the stars. It was amazing. I stood there in awe. I swear I’ve never seen anything like it. It’s was absolutely beautiful. And for those 5-10 minutes. I thought about NOTHING!! Literally nothing on my mind. I just enjoyed the stars. The glimmer. The shine. I mean FUCK you can’t see stars from my house so to see THAT?! And at a time like this? What fucking great friend. Completely out of nowhere and she forced it upon me. She’s fuckin amazing. THANK YOU! I NEEDED that.
“what about me?” (c) _______ ____ *said while crying*
Still miss me? Nah, I wouldn’t if I was you either… If I could take it all back I would, but I can’t, and you are where you are, because of things I did, I think about it often, sometimes, I just wish we could start over… Guess I’ll see you next lifetime
Back in line
Really thought we were building towards something bigger. All these talks we’ve had? How could I not be optimistic. Sure enough, I’m nowhere on your radar. Just an afterthought. I still believe. Cuz you’ve been known to shut your feelings for me out. So maybe, JUST MAYBE you’ll get passed it all and we’ll succeed…
The glowing moon in daylight
The moon still glowing in the day. Reminds me of you. You bring light to the night. Yet still shine in the day. Still, you are bigger than that. Than JUST the moon. You’re also the sun goddess. Nothing is as radiant as you in the day’s glow. That smile of yours? Well, that’s where the sun finds its power. Your beauty powers the universe, and you have no idea. The radiant colors of the sky, the majesty of the oceans, the soothing breeze on a warm day, the warm tingle from the sun’s rays; they all start and end in your name, in your being. You are the supreme. You are the ultimate. You are LOVE.
@Love_Taps Love Letter Contest
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And hit the jump for my thoughts
“when you get this message call me, txt me; I’ll be right here baby”
We’re SO close. It’s RIGHT THERE. Just reach that much further. And BAM! LOVE! Happily ever after… In the same token? We’re MILES apart. There’s a mental blockade. And really, I can’t be mad about it at all. I’ll be waiting my lifetime for you. and WHEN/if you can jump that hurdle, I’ll be here ready to ride. And if you can’t? I’ll still love you forever. And kill myself forever. Please understand why I refuse to give up. I’m sure you know…. Believe in me. Again. Just give it REAL thought. A REAL chance… you said it yourself. If we go there again? You’d see us going all the way…
I Apologize
“Fuck being real wit you, I’m just bein real wit me
We could make a home love, you just gotta build wit me
I dont need that loud shit, you just gotta chill wit me
If life’s a bumpy road, it’s a lot of hills wit me
Never let em see you sweat, it’s a lot concealed wit me
I wanna do it the right way, it’s a lot enstilled in me
And still wit me is the very first time you said you will
But all I guess I really wanna know is if you miss still me…”
– DK
Fantasy
It was all a dream…
Beliefs
We gotta believe in something. So I chose to believe in Love. Which means I chose to believe in you.
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