LoveMyPain

Pain. Every artist seems to draw the most inspiration from pain. You told me I should try love. Draw from love because it’s much more powerful. I think I get my best (or at least most favorite) material from pain. Then I thought about it more. Love is my pain. They are 1 in the same. Maybe that’s why I FEEL it. Even in the madness & sadness. I FEEL my words. I’m giving YOU a PIECE of ME. I wrote something sad. But it may be my most favorite piece. Because even if it breaks my heart. When I read it. I FEEL it. I’m proud of it.

“I GOT MY HEART RIGHT HERE, I GOT MY SCARS RIGHT HERE”

Tell me you love me

Wish you woulda held my hand.
Wish I kissed him goodbye. Told him I loved him.
My mother offered her support. Nothing more or less. What I needed.
Tiffany was happy for me. Said I was exhibiting ‘good’ emotions for a change.
Meka just listened.
People care. I care. You care. He cares.
I will cherish today (yesterday).
Good memories. Familiar feelings. Familiar situations (our typical friday remember?)
Looking for the good. Appreciating it. Keeping it close.
Thank you.

I’m now scarred

You the broad that would ride for me

Fell for the allure thas my bad you broke in somethin so secure

I’m now scarred see you make it type hard

But thanks, see relationships in a different view son

Half of me still wit you

me & you got memories
Me & you got love

Maybe it’s simple she seen all that pain I was in

I never had an issue with trust

We can get thru anything in the world if the issue’s discussed

You gettin sick nigga when u alone
And jus you & your imagination you paint a sick picture

TH: Santa Monica

I love THSM. Much bigger than the LA store. I love the design. Love the vibe. Oh and the active in SM waaaay better than the one by my crib.
Kicked it wit jLo. And the kid himself! 4-5. Meant everything to me. My little nigga.. He acted super brand new when I got in whip. But he came around much sooner than later.
Lil slickster tried to get me and beast to hold hands. And at one point told me to kiss her (idk that she heard that tho). My man! Lol.
Fucking awesome day. Thanks to SJ and 4.5.6.

**and I had DOUBLE bacon cheese burger.

**just shed some happy tears. Missed that kid.

Stones Throw event

The kid RichB swagged me out. Open bar FTW!
Saw jLo fine ass there. Looking so fantastically sexy amazing and *insert every imaginable adjective* OMGbasedgod! Fucking gorgeous. I wanted to bend her over and eat her box from the back WHAT?! Yup!
Jaz was cool ppls too!
The show was ill as fuck. Mayer Hawthorne live >>>>>
But uhhh yeah all I cared about was jLo. *licks lips* I want the pictures!

*I can’t sleep. What’s new right?

Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started