So iQuit was a knee-jerk reaction. I’m good for those. Hit the jump for my semi-sane thoughts and reflection.
I just need to vent sometimes. And I don’t have someone I like to tell specific things. Well, I don’t always want to tell them I should say. Although I asked beast if I could call her. I was only gonna call to BS (even though me and her and jas just were kickin it and shit) and not to vent. My dreams are my dreams and they will be fulfilled. I WILL make it. I HAVE to. Despite constant setbacks (some my fault or many not) I will continue moving forward and creating new lanes. It’s only fair I get my slice of the pie and success. Fair being relative to my abilities, not life, because life don’t give a good god damn about fair. For a while I wanted to be better. Get better and strive for more. But for the wrong reasons. Now that I’ve gotten a clearer view, it’s easier to wanna do certain things and make sacrifices. I know I’m not in control of a lot things, but that’s never been the point. It’s about taking control of what I can and putting myself in the best possible situation for success. There’s always luck involved, but if you’re not in a position to take advantage it’s another wasted opportunity. So it’s all about me. It’s all on me. I gotta do it for myself. And maybe you’ll ride with me.
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