I said goodbye why are you still here.
I packed it all in said no more fear.
Music playing I see you in my ears.
Why? Why I say?! Fckin why!?
You don’t care. But I do.
I can’t run.
And while I no longer feel strangled I’m still entangled.
Free from one grip. Entrapped by the other.
So now I’m even more confused. Fucker mother.
She thinks it’s for a reason.
I say treason!
Cuz if I’m here and YOU’re there
The common ground is where?
Thought so
Continue on the blind path.
Trying to avoid the wrath
we all I know I LOVE the pain.
But Is it you I love more? Terror reigns
I’ve gone insane.
Day: May 13, 2011
‘on some ol biggie gimme one more chance shit’
I thought about that statement again.
I mean we are/were so similar. In mindset. Humor. Likes. Dislikes. Damage. Dreams. And the list goes on. I mean sure it is/was plenty differences (keeps things spicy & opens new lanes). But we really could have had it all. FUCK YOU
Happy fuck your bday BC!
First off. I don’t expect shit from no one! Wait that’s a lie. I expect everyone to let me down.
So when my bday rolled around. I KNEW they would. BUT I been on a positivity kick. So I thought. Let’s give them a chance. Mind you. I asked for NOTHING. They came at me with tales of taking me out and gifts. Names are not necessary.
But every last person who opened they mouth did not follow thru. Big surprise right? Still. Why even bother to tell me such things if you’re not gonna follow up? Oh well.
Shouts to Fresco. He followed through. But he followed through on nothing. He just came through. And THAT is why he is my best friend. Straight up. Although he did get a noise complaint lol. My nigga though. He down for me more than ‘friends’ of 10+ years!! You know how long I’ve known fresco? Family.
*my bday was monday if you’re confused
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