(just for reference, some of these have been written WAAAYY in advance, or they’re things sparked from those 2days that I haven’t got the chance to articulate as of yet)
The Hurt. I still saw it. I still felt it
Continue reading “Part 6”
Category: inside the mind of the insane
inside the mind of the insane
(un)titled(I)love(you)
Cupcakes
Witnessed fresco in full cupcake/bf mode. As far as I know, nothing is officially official but after everything we’ve talked about?! Damn it was good to see. Now it’s my turn. Ima need sexy rapper lady to come to the forefront and give me that opportunity.
Here
Twice last year I said I was letting you go.
Continue reading “Here”
More than passing interest
As if I’m not behind on the 917337 projects I’m doing already. I go ahead and take on another task. Although, it’s something I’ve been longing to do for years. I finally decided last night to make it happen.
(un)finished business
I wish you’d put me out my misery
Tell me I have no chance
So I can revert to the same non-descript life I led before
Or tell me I’m still in the running
Let me know where I stand
All this uncertainty is certainly leading me to insanity
My mind and heart never agree
But I’m following my heart to the edge
So much so, I’ll jump without even thinking
Same old story. Same old song
The record is broken. Stays skippin
I just wanna change it but with the replacement that still bares your name
It seems to be that I’m doomed to this spot forever.
Forever is a long time. But so is never.
I guess I should’ve listened to you.
Just a memory. Now when they ask about Druw ?
The only response will be WHO?
The love that never was
Endless conversations on the phone
Holding you close lost in your smile
Caught in the zone
Hand in hand everywhere we traveled
Dancing together while we shared the music
Shared the love. shared the time. Shared life.
Our love. Our time. Our life.
Inherited a child. I called him my own
He accepted me. Wanted me. Even when you didn’t see, it was shown
I was blind then, now I’ve grown
Part 2 on the horizon? I thought it a possibility
Taking a step back I see the whole picture
A wish upon a star
Your thoughts? Just thought. I’m praying for your actions
but I will not hold my breath. Lest I suffocate
Love has me in a trance. Ever since the first date
You are my “one”. I am your “it”
Soul mates
But what’s our souls’ fate?
So caught up in our own lives we may never be mates
So focused on goals, love’s not the concentrate
What’s life without love? What’s love without us?
Gotta gamble on something, let’s go all-in on us
I told you like jay “cards up, all trust”
But only for you. I’m not just the “2”. Cuz together we’re 1
Another chance is all I ask but it may be too much
So I’ll kneel down and pray that you make back my way
I truly believe my dreams will come true. One day
One day….
“I’m not here cause I fell down, I’m here cause I got up”
I keep forgetting that. Even when I can’t stand it all. I’ve made progress. Even if my dream is deferred… I keep getting up. Not only do I stand, I am walking towards my goals. And soon… I will run to them
Inside out
From the outside looking in it seems as if I’m back to the same place as before. Waiting.. For what?
Continue reading “Inside out”
Part 5
Do I really believe in all of this?
It’s a serious thought. I mean, do you? Continue reading “Part 5”
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