I understood what you meant by you not deserving the Love I had to offer. Fine. Be that as it may, it doesn’t change the fact that it was decided long ago where my Love was going. I have a lot of Love to give those around me. But it’s just not the same. Never as fulfilling. I’m much more available now to those around me. It’s genuine, but it just doesn’t always bring me satisfaction. Another thing I need to work on I guess.