I spoke with Tiffany and spilled just a little of what I feel. It’s not all the time. And WE (not me and tiff) have spoke about it. Sometimes it’s just gonna get to me. Today may not be one of those days. But today I chose to let some of it out. After the cut
I been holding it all in.
No matter what I say it won’t change.
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A lot times what happens is extremely predictable
I want all of you and at times, it seems, I get the least of you.
I KNOW what’s going on.
I understand A LOT of it.
It’s not always gonna be about me/us
But when will it?
Why is it that I get cast off?
Do you not want to show me your vulnerability?
Are you scared to breakdown with me?
Do I not matter?
I get a little. Here and there.
You open up. Just a little
Affection. Just a sprinkle.
You share. Just a little bit
Sometimes it’s not enough and it’s just too much to take.
But I hold it all in.
I know why I’m here. What I’m here for
Sometimes it’s just as hard on me as it is on you.
I’m here for YOU.
I miss you.
I miss us.
So I’ll be here. As I always am. Patient
Because I know.
Just poke a hole in your wall for me
We don’t have to tear it down just yet
Just give me a place to peek
I know what’s in the bigger picture
I know immediately the struggles that lie ahead
I’m your partner. On your side. I’m your ally not your adversary.
I’ll be everything you need
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