Month: June 2011

It’s cool that you believe in my dream with me
Believe in my dream for me
But everything must go
It’s been time to let go
I’m just not ready.
Will I ever be?
I tried to take a leap
But she wasn’t ready
It’s partly my fault
But I like to blame you for providing me with the false hope
Although we weren’t in the clear. You sure acted like it
Only to drop me quicker than a bad habit
Leavin me further in doubt
Still Wearing fresh scars from her. And now new ones from you
Pain from 2
And I’m only 1.
I’m still trying to overcome
I thought it was weakness.
I’m beginning to think it was a strong move to be give myself to you. And YOU
Where the weakness came was losing myself in you
But I never expected to lose YOU.
And I thought you were the new.
Attachment breeds expectation
So now I must keep a distance
I will not lose it again
At least not while I try and find YOU.
I find solace in my dreams which are more like nightmares
Taunting me with happy good times
I’m the beautiful boogie man
Haunting my own sleep so I can find something to live for…
You….

There you go
Here I am
Where are we?
WE don’t exist
You have him
And I have…
Me
Still I hold onto the memories.

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