Day: June 5, 2011

It seems like the closer we get, its more distance
More angles, a million different looks
Was on the same page, just in different books
theres so much i want to say but i got no ground
cause we ain’t break up, more like broke down
now that’s pain and torture

none of this is how we planned it to be
one big insanity plea
shit could never end amicably
I miss you trying
you probably think don’t think I try too
when you stubborn and prideful
not much is insightful
but God was trying to show me something He aint think that I knew
sometimes shit that doesn’t breathe can die too

How we go from thoughts of marriage
Thoughts of me copping carrots

But when the dream stopped, who knew you’d see me like a savage
That you dreamt of vacations, but only woke up with baggage
All you ever did was love me, and look at where it got you
And when you wanted more, all I did was say I’m not you
I’m selfish not selfless, and I say that with love
so in essence you’re asking for what I’m incapable of
so now I find I’m going over choices I ain’t even made yet
were we clouded by GOOD TIMES and GREAT SEX?
running fast towards an unknown fate
that altered when I introduced you to my unknown traits
in your dreams, seems you had me pegged as another man
but in mine, ONLY YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND
IN OUR MINDS WE WERE PERFECT
we witnessed our dream get murdered
now reality is on trial and we both awaiting the verdict

But you’ll always be close to me
though you said this ain’t how it’s supposed to be
WHAT WE HAD WAS SO REAL
but you said i don’t care
never thought this day would come
you said you gave your all and was left with none
but we can both be spared
but you don’t think thats fair, thats fair

[I] lost track of all the little things that [YOU] admired
but when the peace left, I knew we might retire

got memories, but at what point are they lost

we shoulda never rushed
cause it’s like now we at a point where you won’t never trust
and for me I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT’S ALL WE EVER WAS
the high’s gone, need a better buzz
Cause we sleep in the same bed, but we never touch
my solution to every beef is to revisit
though we’ll have the same emotions we won’t be so livid
won’t be so vivid

we don’t need those critics
we owe it to go over our foundation with a keen eye
sad part to say you never have the same dream twice

we let love and all its possibility
take us from reality
made it hard to see that
we were bound together
just to cover up the pain
I’m wishing the skies were rain
and WIPE ALL MY THOUGHTS AWAY
CAUSE I’M TIRED OF DREAMING