I’ve been good. I really have. I’ve been lookin forward.
I haven’t felt like slitting my throat or jumping into traffic. Till right now. I’m banned from your corner. I’m a speck of dust in your life. Insignificant. You canceled our 2 person club. Before it even started. I know why. But I don’t know why. I’m still pathetic. I’m a man. I’m doing my very best. I’m growing. it’s all for nothing. I know you’re mad I’d say that. But what I want and what I need? Not happening. No matter what my dreams. No matter what my dude wishes for me. No matter my promise to him. I believe it. I see it. Although we all know the truth. I’m doomed. I know what I’ve lost and know what I’ve become (more on that some other time). I’m good. I’m ok. But I’m not.
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