I can’t focus. I’m everywhere. I can’t even write. Well I can. It’s just scattered as fuckin fuck. Maybe I’ll just go with it. It’s spawn other things for later. Or it’s just be one clusterfuck that may be of importance later. Whether or not I share….
Handle It – Whisky Syrup Bacon Pancakes
This would be amazing right now
Free
I was trapped in my mind all weekend. Tearing myself to shreds. But at this very moment? I feel ok. Maybe I feel good. Well. I need to remember this moment. This feeling.
Waiting game.
Put something out there. If the opportunity arises? I’m gone. Probably never to return. I’ll miss you more than I do now. But that shit don’t even fuxkin matter. Let’s see what the universe has for me. I hope it’s what I WANT. need.
RiFF RAFF VS YOUR DAD
Oh RiFF RAFF, is there’s anything you can’t do?
The Source x DJ Spintelect Presents Best Of Dipset
Two9 – Where The Money At? (Prod. by Mike WiLL Made It) [Video]
four.five.six
I had this whole thing ready to go but I thought best to keep it simple.
The kid. That’s me. Miss you. Love you. Merry 7th anniversary.
Just thinking…
I was really tired tonight. Early too. Told you good night. Then my mom called. Kinda random. Kinda pointless. Then I was up. I wanted to call you. I didn’t even have anything to say. I just wanted hear you. I mean, do we ever have anything to talk about? Now I’m laying here… thinking… Why don’t I just act?! I could be picking your brain. Throwing random ideas out. Listening to you(r) laugh. But I’m here. Just thinking. Would I have left a message if I got your voicemail? Definitely. What kind though? A quick one? Just a “hey”. Or maybe something more personal. Something meaningful. Definitely that. But nope. I’m just laying here. Thinking…. Thinking…. Why you?! Still! It’s like there has to be something more to all this. Are you still Pam? Or are you Clem? To me, you are both. You’re more one than the other, at times. But you’re always both. Just gotta find the balance. But I can’t do anything about that. I realized this. Finally. It’s YOU! You’re the reason for all this. I can stand up to you. And I can put my foot down. Or I can be submissive. None of it matters. It’s you that gets in the way of your own progress. You need to heal. I can support you but that’s all I can do… THINKING… THINKING! T H I N K I N G !
C-Plus – Got Her Open [video]
The homie Plus dropped this ealier right after I decided I wasn’t checking my email no more.
