Wasting time

I wonder if I don’t sleep cuz I’m scared to dream. My dreams are nightmares. I can’t escape. My fears lie deep within. Am I scared to be happy. Scared to be something. Idk. I’ve always said I wasn’t scared to die. But when I thought I was? I gave in. Resigned to my fate. I was scared after. Yes. I’ll admit it. But during? I embraced it. Ready for it. Then I came to. And I could think about was you. So do I dare dream? Dream about… Dream to be…

Once Upon A Time We Was There

Why you gotta be so kind hearted
Why you couldn’t be a con artist
Why you couldn’t be mischievous or just a little devious the moment we first started
Why you never ask for nothin just a little time
Why you let me use yours cuz I don’t got mines
Why you always lift me up when I’m completely givin up and when niggas holla ‘what’s up’ you give a dry response
Why you givin me your last knowin you ain’t got it
Why you always buy me somethin when you go shoppin
Why you tell me that you love me why you always thinkin of me want my company rather than goin club hoppin
Why you treatin my mama like she your mama too
Why you makin promises that you’ll forever do
Whatever just to make me happy want enough to have a family

Sometimes…..

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My mind won’t let you go

See, breaking up is hard, to move along it’s even harder
It’s over she got colder, now can’t locate where her heart is
And I’m just being honest, since we not even talking My mind won’t let you go
Shit, even consider stalking (naw) You know I be teasing tho You know that my ego won’t Thought this was forever love Guess that was just seasonal

She probably had a reason though
Although thought that we would grow
Guess that wasn’t feasible
But we ain’t gotta be beefing though
I missed you at my recent show

Sometimes I just wanna speak you up
Yeah, hit you up, or call you up, or send a text

Heard that you alright though
My nigga for life though
It’s funny how this life go
We love for a while then the light goes
Took me a while just to write those
Pride i had a fight so I’mma stop right here
And I know you don’t care
But I hope you got that bite boo

Yeah, tell me about the love of ours
Contemplate I wrote about her
We no longer close enough
That’s why she ignore my flowers
And my calls and my texts
spending her time wit him I guess
I regret some shit I did
But darling is yall intimate
Who was better? I know I was
Don’t you lie, don’t blow my buzz
You ask me who I’m stroking now
I say that the pool was closed
Can we stay broken up?
And all these pages close em up
I hope we both do learn from this
So my next don’t don’t gotta be so rough
Gotta get better with time
Relationships should never rewind
Better leave it all behind
Guess that means you can never be mine
Well ummm there’s a but
Without your love it’s cold as fuck
Life is a movie we both say cut
But most the time darling the sequel sucks.

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