fuck you! (again)

I wish we never met, I wish we never kissed
I wish we never touched (I swear to God)
I wish I didn’t love you so much
I wish I could forget how feel, how you f
(Damn) That’s a lie
The shit that made me smile, now make me cry

U R the one
UR the one!
FUCK YOU!!

Sometime I wish we’d come back
Man, I wish we’d come back
(Memories!) No lie
For real?
Fuck that

No, for real
It’s a dangerous necessity, it’s a world famous mystery
Love

The beggar

Woman you know I love you
Woman you know just how I feel
You try to tell me that you don’t know
When I know you know the deal

Woman you know I love you
Woman you know I care
Hey, You try to say I’m running game
You try to say baby you don’t play fair, oh darling

If there is any doubt in your mind
I want you to be sure
If you don’t ever see me again
I want you to be sure

That I love you, oh girl
Oh baby, I love you
Darling I love you, hey
Oh darling I love you, hey

Turn the lights down low
Turn the lights down low

Oh baby, you got to understand how I feel
You need to understand where I’m coming from
Ain’t no need to be afraid
Ain’t no need to get up and run

Oh darling, oh girl you know I love you
Oh darling, you know I know I love you, oh baby
If you never see me again, I need you to be sure
From this moment right now till for ever more

Said I love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you, baby

Woman I love you
Woman I love you
Woman I love you
Woman I love you

Close to you

Realized today could very well be the last I see of you… Hurts my soul… Ruining my mind

Why do birds suddendly appear,
Everytime you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

**normally in these moods I listen to dark hiphop (think early dame grease production for DMX). Or DOOM. Or rarely some sappy r&b. Today ’twas the carpenters.

***corny? Maybe. Ask me if I care

Everything Is Going Fine

I got my hands by side I said ‘bye’, wow didn’t see you in a while that was nice, I must admit a few feelings reawoke, after all it’s been it a while since we spoke, my how times flies I wanna rewind it, I’m still standin here thinkin bout yo fineness, so you say you got a new man in your life, that’s nice, but deep down I really wanna cry, but even though that’s sensitive it’s hard now to admit it, cuz when we broke up something inside me shifted, I thought I had it figured out, but now I don’t get it, I figured if you saw me again then you’ll feel it, I suppose I was wrong did we switch apparel can somebody turn on some Ella Fitzgerald, so now the moon is high I wanna howl at it, cupid done betrayed me again how bout it, now maybe I’m naive maybe I should leave I’m standing here the whole time rubbin on my sleeve, I feel like I never get the girl like Steve, it irks me out when your perfume leans and grabs on to my snout you flirt you tease, get out – get out, my mind, ok, well fine, what you say, you tryin to make me lose ain’t you, I bet you think I ain’t the recipe for danger that you lookin for, actually I’m layin in the fuckin boat up shit’s creek, and no it ain’t the best feelin but I heard somebody mention that the fishin ain’t too bad if you mess with it, so admit it are we that different?, gravity is not really a fact is it? Well how would you explain why I’m fallin, huh, how would you explain why I’m fallin…. In love with you, I’m fallin in love with you I’m fallin in love with you I’m fallin in love with you I’m fallin in love with you. . . Stay fallin in love with you Stay fallin in love with you

Ayomari