inside the mind of the insane – Page 36

It’s all in my head

I’m in a bad mood. 12 hr shift was long as fuck (that’s what she said). Gotta support my nigga in few hours. Mind’s racing. Fuck! And love? Fuck you love. Fuck you.

Alone in the world. I’m waiting for you. Maybe one day I’ll sweep you off your feet. It’s apparent such a goal will end incomplete. We grew apart, well you did for sure. My heart still bleeds for you. I’ve learned to embrace it. Cuz I surely can’t shake it. You said you’ll see me next lifetime. But I’m callin all my lifelines. Cuz now is the moment and time can’t rewind. A future without you is not the dream of mine.

I told her i love her

When I said I meant it.
I still mean it.
I will see her thru.

OG Teddy

What do we do?

You put all this pressure on me to succeed. For the the both of us. Saying it’s fate. You SEE it. But she doesn’t. She wants nothing to do with me. In person. We still have something. Apart? You say the opposite of what you tell me in person. Especially at your spot. True feelings. But I HAVE to succeed. For us bro. I need this for me. You need this from me. But if I fail (which CAN’T happen). What do we do?

Your love is gone with yesterday

There was a time when forever
Was common-place for me and you
Laughing, loving, sharing, caring
Seemed to be made just for us two

But I kept on building the dream world
That I thought was you and I
Sorry, I’m sadly mistaken
Cause our castle in the sky
Has turned into a mere goodbye