drunkardness
Fresco! That’s my nigga! Got tossed at this nigga crib before he went to work. Me and him kicked it on Vday no homo. While we was out eatin. It was 2 old niggas eatin together. And not talking. He said that’d be us later. Grumpy old men status. Lol. Real talk. Wouldn’t even be mad. That’s my bro all day.
Shout to Justin Bieber
**the angle I took the pic at make me look FAT! I don’t have a double chin. Yet.
The bad memories I’ll learn from em. The good? Well shit I’ll keep em. Look back with joy. Cuz our past is our past. And we have no future. Presently I’m feelin kinda reminiscent. Wantin to hold your hand and run to the sun. One day I’ll move past and into the future. Even with another, your initials are etched on my heart. I’ve been dead from the start. I knew the first time I looked into your eyes I was doomed. Just like a rose our love bloomed. Then wilted. But I took a few petals and put em in my scrap book. Long live the love and memories. I wouldn’t trade my life even to take the pain away. Cuz looking back it just hurts so good.
Tonight is literally one of the best nights of my fuckin life! Oh my god based god! Definition of random
Tonight was a failure. But I think we salvaged it. I’m drunk as fuck. Mission accomplished. But there was multiple failures. My homegirl asked about you. So I talked about you. All gay and shit. Can’t escape. Oh well. More liquor! Wooo! Swag!
*Add heart break to the failure list!
*wouldn’t you know I was diggin the Spanish music. Crazy!
My nigga fresco. Ima drop the knowledge later. But that’s my nigga. All fuckin day!
I’m far too much of a coward to ever kill myself. So I need you to do it for me.
Fun. Very much. Familiar. Attraction. Still. Maybe we get
up again. Sooner than later I hope. Where it goes? Prolly nowhere
but who knows? Life is crazy. Too short. At least it was fun.
Appreciated. Hope you haven’t lost your mind yet. Lol. Not jumping
any guns. Or lookin too far. Just purely enjoyed. It was sooooo.
Natural. Organic. Thanks.
*maybe I’ll get you popcorn next time lmao
😉
You know. Way back when. During the split. As we grew apart, me and 45-tudda got closer. But I didn’t look to him to fill any void. He just seemed to come to me. Coincidently. Or maybe he just knew. Cuz when I told him I was leaving, he was confused cuz he knew my feelings for YOU! But he literally kept me sane. That kid stole my heart from day 1. And I know I keep saying it but fuck it. He is my dude forever! He was so much smarter than we gave him credit for. One day when I was crying like a bitch. He came over gave me a hug and asked why I was crying. Like an adult. Fuckin amazing he is. God how I miss him (and you, kinda lol). 45-tudda, you are one of my life long inspirations. I love you little nigga! Even tho you’ll never know it.
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