You know. Way back when. During the split. As we grew apart, me and 45-tudda got closer. But I didn’t look to him to fill any void. He just seemed to come to me. Coincidently. Or maybe he just knew. Cuz when I told him I was leaving, he was confused cuz he knew my feelings for YOU! But he literally kept me sane. That kid stole my heart from day 1. And I know I keep saying it but fuck it. He is my dude forever! He was so much smarter than we gave him credit for. One day when I was crying like a bitch. He came over gave me a hug and asked why I was crying. Like an adult. Fuckin amazing he is. God how I miss him (and you, kinda lol). 45-tudda, you are one of my life long inspirations. I love you little nigga! Even tho you’ll never know it.