Again with the dreams?Jesus F Christ
Can I catch a break?
I’m too tired to even write this
Again
Some variation of the same thing I’ve written for the past 5 years.
I haven’t run out of things to say
Oh no
I could write about you forever
But today? I’m tired
Why is it you?
ALWAYS YOU!
I haven’t run from my feelings
I’ve accepted everything.
Shit, I fuckin embrace it
Cuz what else is there to do?
Crying and depression aren’t the move
But it’s everything with you
Well over a year with NO CONTACT
Yet, AND STILL, here I am.
*sigh*
There’s other women.
Women that I LOVE
but still, it is you
What did I do to deserve such cruelty?
I’m being punished for something I did in my past life.
Have to be.
I know it
Because no one deserves this
The ink bleeds from my heart onto these pages
But the only thing it writes is your name
